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A Horrible Week of Holidays

Monday, March 21, 2005

I supposed to be very happy because I have a week of holidays. I predicted a relax life in this week since there are only a few of homework to be done but I was wrong. I spent my whole week for my driving lesson since my expiry date for the lesson is nearing. I have to pay extra money for the driving lesson after the expiry date is over, so I do not have a choice to escape.

On Monday, I started my driving lesson. The night before, I was so nervous and worried because I had never driven a car before. I asked a few of my friends who had just finished their driving test for a preparation. I do not want to be scolded on the first day of driving in my life. I still remember on 14 March 2005 at 4 o’clock, the instructor came to drive me to a place where have lesser cars. He allowed me to drive after explaining the driving method to me. I felt that I wasn't driving the car but rather the instructor because he was the one, who helped me to change the gear, controlled the steering and stepped the break paddle for me. Everything was fine on the first day because I was helped in everything. After coming back from the lesson, my shoulder was swollen. Feeling like an old people, whole body seems stop functioning.

On Tuesday, the second day of my driving lesson, I was being murmured like a mad person. Each time, when I wanted to stop the car, my heart will beat faster because I am afraid that the engine will stop especially when there were many cars at the back of me. Then, my instructor taught me driving in up hill. The engine always broke down that made the instructor murmured more.

On Wednesday, he started to let me drove from my house to the driving school. It was horrible. The road there was uneven and I always murmured by the instructor. I felt that what my friend said was right, girls born to be a bad driver. I can’t even drive on the straight road well. Can you imagine? On the third day, I still can’t drive on the straight road well? I really fed up with my instructor; I felt that he murmured from the beginning till the end of my lesson. There was once, I wanted to stop the car and get out from the car saying I want to give up. I really cannot stand his voice already. Each night, when I want to sleep, his voice keeps on appearing in my mind. I think I need a psychologist in no time.

I really thank God that from Thursday until Sunday he is busy and do not have to teach me. At least in these few days, I can relax a little bit. I know that he is trying to help me improve my driving but I felt that he will just giving me pressure only. I hope that I will not turn to be a crazy. Amen!

elain3
11:08 AM

A Horrible Week of Holidays

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