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quite moody nowadays..

Monday, September 26, 2005

dunu y leh.. recently feel very tired about all the things around me.. maybe there r many stuff 2 b fulfilled la.. i felt that i became quite quiet wen my frens r talking.. i kept quiet most of the time recently.. if u guys realise.. i felt that im being emotional la.. sori! even being wit my bf.. i oso rarely talk 2 him.. he is the one who will find topic n try 2 tempt me 2 talk n make me happier.. pity him.. sori ar...

most probably because nowadays many tasks r given un2 me especially acct... i hv 2 handle my group as im de leader.. sigh! not that my group is being uncooperative.. jus tat i hv the reflection of my 1st sem isu groups.. my group members din so any work. jus sit there n they wil provide de marks easily.. i asked them 2 do the work but then, they ignored me.. it made me slept very few hours while they can hv a peaceful sleep.. tat's y i had phobia about it liao.. now, my acct group let me b de leader, im reali afraid that i hv2 finish all their stuffs... tat's y im quite stress nowadays.. besides, i hv2 plan 4 them, wat they shud do & how 2 do it.. sum of them not reali gd in their eng, n i hv2 help them.. edit their work.. but it's ok la.. at least they did their task ma..

sum more, i had sum dilemma regarding my religion.. i probably wil change my church probably next month or after graduating CIMP.. i noe tat there wil b many things happened if i do so.. i wanna change my church because i wanna find sum where i belong... i wanna change a new environment.. i felt that dis church cant reali help my spiritual growth.. but if i changed church, i sked that i cant accept their concept n i'll b very busy wit this church activities.. my fren frm dis church has been pursuing me 2 her church about 3 years oredi.. yet i din go 2 her church once.. coz my parents dun let.. but then, i told my mom bout it.. n she agreed me 2 change church..

besides, my piano teacher is giving me more pressure 2 practise my piano more often as grade 8 is not an easy task.. my ex skul mate, who is also my piano teacher's student.. she worked very very hard on her piano jus oni a very short period.. my teacher was very amazed by her hard work.. n u noe wat? the result 4 the piano exam came out recently, she failed her piano exam.. tat's y my teacher had been quite serious wit me.. actually not tat i dun wanna work hard, jus tat i dun hv de time 4 it.. sigh!

sum more daniel is insulted leh.. reali dunu whether i vote 4 him is helping him or jus harming him.. dis morning i heard the radio.. there r many ppl critising him.. if i were in his shoes, i would b very very depressed over it.. coz even he himself oso nvr tink of he can b de next MI.. sooo cham.. feel very very bad 4 him!!

tat's y u guys probably will c me quite emotional nowadays in the college.. IM VERY VERY VERY SORRY BOUT IT AR... im trying all my best 2 control my attitude.. but most of the times, i failed! sori!!!!

elain3
11:33 PM

quite moody nowadays..

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