working tmr..
Wednesday, November 30, 2005
scary la.. gonna work tmr.. it's de 1st time working tmr.. quite nervous now.. summore im working in an office.. reali sked wil do wrong things... hopefully everything wil b fine tmr ler.. reali wana try de feeling of earning money by myself.. must b very nice ler.. haha! :P
elain3
12:59 AM

life...
Tuesday, November 22, 2005
recently, there are many things happening.. sum thing that i nvr thought of happening 2 me... that harms my feeling & friendship.. quite unhappy after that stuff happened.. cried most of de time.. but wen i think back, i felt tat i reali ridiculous.. crying 4 sumthing unworthy.. but thx 2 all these tasks tat allow me c a lot of stuff.. i can c that there r many stuff happening in ourlife but doesn't mean our life stop there.. CANNOT! life must go on.. besides, i could see those who really treat me good and care 4 me all the while.. also, thx 2 dis prob, i could c many stuff that i could not c all dis while.. my bf reali gave me a lot of advices that makes me think another way.. he taught me 2 b independent.. do not take things too harsh.. if v do so, v r de only one will get hurt.. therefore, i no longer wanna take my problems too harsh in my life.. as long as i live right is enough and that is wat im aiming in my life.. no regretz in my life.. life is jus once n there's no take 2.. so, y not appreciating wat u hv instead of being sad 4 wat u lose?
elain3
12:23 PM

hv faith in her...still...
Sunday, November 20, 2005
god sis...i can understand y cheng wai deleted hers from mine...but i reli dun understand y leech do so 2...reli reli sad and disappointed...but i believe she has a reason 4 dat...i believe dat she will be the leech i used 2 know...i dunnu y but i hv faith in her...dats 4 sure...dats y i believe she will come to midvalley with me 4 da SC final dinner...i hope she will give face 2 the SC and jz come with me 2 join us...
oscar
7:35 PM

hurt...
Saturday, November 19, 2005
wat did i do? y she treat me like tat? i reali dun understand.. y she delete me out of her blog? did i do anything wrong? m i tat idiotic tat makes her hates me so much? jus tel me.. n i wil disapear 4eva frm her... tel la.. i wil b more hurt if u do this 2 me...
elain3
6:00 PM

went red box wit my mother (may may) n grandmother (bing bing)
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
hehe! tat day, v went 2 red box 2 celebrate may's bday.. it was fun wei.. 3 of us were laughing 2wards each other because when v went in2 tat room, oni v realise tat 3 of us oso sakai.. haha! all 3 of us oso dunu how 2 play with the "machine" thingy.. haha! coz usually there will b our frens 2 do it 4 us.. but on tat day.. reali none of us noe how 2 play with tat microphone, echo, and music thingy... hehe! v almost wanna ask de waiters 2 do it 4 us.. n i can imagine how embarrasing it would b.. haha! luckily, may stopped me frm asking them.. coz she felt embarrased.. finally, bing got 2 fix tat stuff... hehe! hooray! but then, wen v pick englisg songs.. they do not hv lyrics on de screen... v tried a few times d.. but failed.. then, i suggested 2 ask those workers.. then, tat worker told me it's like tat coz they do no hv licence 4 it.. v once again felt embarrased coz being sakai there... sum more jumping like mad even though de room is super small.. almost like my toilet's size.. haha!
elain3
7:15 PM

thx kim hee..
kim hee.. i do appreciate ur time spent on me.. wen i need u, ur here 2 console me.. gif me gd advices.. because of u.. u let me now tat there r many things tat i can go forth... not jus heading 2 tat specific direction oni. thx ar, kim hee! ur encouragement 2 me is highly apreciated..
wen i tink back last time, i was reali a childish gal.. always mad on small matters.. even u, i oso mad.. but because of ur patient, i became ur spiritual daughter.. hehe! unbelievable rite? anyway, al this things has passed d.. im glad tat ur stil here 4 me whenever i need sum1 2 share probs with...
elain3
7:11 PM

hapi hapi hapi!!
i dun wana put myself in2 moody n sadness anymore.. God has given me life 2 live better not being sad or moody.. i wana lead my life become happier.. i dun wana b de last time me who always so sad because of minor problems.. they r not worth 4 me 2 b sad all the time.. i shud hold firm my preception of being hapi.. i wanna be strong n bold... dun wanna cry easily! gonna turn 18 next wed d.. gonna grow up soon...
elain3
7:08 PM

very sien ar!!!
nowadays im fill with boredom la... so sienz!!!! nth much 2 do.. most of de time spent 2 my comp.. sob sob.. so cham ar... nth else 2 do.. jus watch korean drama lend by elaine... de drama gonna finish d... sigh.. i tink i wil b triple sien sien sien!!!!!!
elain3
7:04 PM
