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Monday, December 19, 2005

now is 12 sumthing oredi.. i hv more day 2 spend in malaysia b4 im going to europe.. little bit em sei dak.. besides, im reali sked bout de weather thr.. it's very very cold man! it's negative thr now.. snowing.. seriously, i could not stand the temperature wen i was in korea.. tat time de lowest was 2 celsius but can u imagine? negative wei.. cannot make it la.. wish all de best 4 me ler, u guys.. hehe! :P like going 2 die like tat.. haha! furthermore, i still haven't pack up my stuff u noe? haha! cant u imagine how relaxing im now? :P

recently thr r sum stuff happening tat mite affect my rship wit my bf.. reali frus at times n v almost break up.. besides, i reali not enuf sleep while my bf could not sleep at all coz of all these prob.. in a positive way, i reali wanna go europe immediately so that i could get rid of all these prob.. but anyway, v had settled our prob 2day oredi.. hopefully v can b peacefully 2gether without any argument anymore.. it's so awful...

actually i thought that i will be free of probs after my graduation day.. but i was wrong.. there r more prob coming on my way.. because of dis, i been in a bad mood dis whole day.. i promised2 visit my fren in her workplace but i broke it.. i totally 4got bout it... wat was in my mind was de prob happening.. i started 2 feel that im a problematic gal.. hv so many problems recently... sorry may.. always bug u wit my problems.. reali sked that i will be annoying u la.. but anyway, i do appreciate wat u hv done 4 me.. reali hapi 2 hv u as my best fren! frens 4eva! besides, thx jordan 4 giving me so many suggestions bout my problems.. wat u said is quite rite lo.. u gave me more point of view 2 look at dis prob.. reali thx u guys 4 helping me throughout these trials im facing.. hopefully i will be more grown up after all these problems that were happened 2 me..
i reali dun wan de last time me.. that childish.. hopefully i could change myself in dis few month.. i reali wanna c how's de world look like.. therefore, i choose 2 work..

4 me.. i dun think that prob is awful anyway.. in a positive way, it's a chance 4 us 2 learn how 2 grow up.. where u fell is de place where u shud learn 2 stand up without any help from others.. in the process of it, v can c a lot of things actually.. v can c how concern our close ones are 2 us.. the real them can be seen thr whether they are real 2u or not.. besides, v could c how weak v actually are.. therefore, v can improve ourselves by learning how 2 settle things down, how gd v r in managing our emotion n will wat v do bring problems 2 others.. this is wat i hv learned throughout everything that i faced.. :)

elain3
12:27 AM

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