...baby pooh and friends <3

all the best!

Monday, June 05, 2006

hey, guys! i know u all gonna sit for exam soon.. u guys must gambateh.. let your parents to be proud of you ar.. do ur best and no regret ya? ;)

elain3
12:30 AM
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sem1?

this semester gonna end very fast. what i got from this semester is just sorrow and sadness yet i learned. life never been easy, now only i knew it's very different from what i thought last time. anyway, my exam coming soon already. though i do not have the confident to pass but i will do all my best for my parents' sake. if possible, i wanna leave here soon. i hope that i could pas my subject so that they will allow me to leave soon. :)

elain3
12:28 AM
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with him?

today, i been avoiding him. i swithched off my hp almost for half of the day. he called me at night asking me out. i thought of many reasons to reject going out but finally i did not coz i wanna be brave to confront him the problem we had. though i don't reali have any evidence to said he's wrong but i just could not take it for what he has done. i do not know why, i did not wanna talk 2 him. he makes me hurt a lot. suddenly i thought of what my friend said, once a person started it hard to end. no point arguing. is it i choose wrongly from the beginning? now it ends up both side also unhappy. til now i did not mention what happened.. just cool war.. if can, i reall don't wanna tell it out first. he's having exam and i don't wanna see him fail his test. i rather im the one who fail n bear it. hopefully, everything will be fine soon. i cannot guarantee what will happen. just let the fate decide.

elain3
12:20 AM
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goodbye

Sunday, June 04, 2006

03/06/06
it's a very memorable date.. Lizzie died.. she left us quietly without knowing the reason of her death. i felt really sorry to her because i did not take good care of her. all this while i was trying to avoid her coz im really scared of her. probably coz of her bite. i remember her very 1st bite was on valentines day. not really pain, i noe.. but rather heart pain. til now, i stil finding that i actually scared of physically or heart pain. i don't know. i never been a good master overall. what was left now is only her two daughters. that's what she contributes to me. meanwhile, i didn't really do anything to apreciate her well. today, i went to the extreme park, the place where she was buried. thought of many stuff. i do realise that i do not really know how to apprecite something that always with me but rather regret for what i lost. her death is all my fault. i caused a very little life died. im very sorry! i will always remember you. miss you..

elain3
11:50 PM
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