all the best!
Monday, June 05, 2006
hey, guys! i know u all gonna sit for exam soon.. u guys must gambateh.. let your parents to be proud of you ar.. do ur best and no regret ya? ;)
elain3
12:30 AM
sem1?
this semester gonna end very fast. what i got from this semester is just sorrow and sadness yet i learned. life never been easy, now only i knew it's very different from what i thought last time. anyway, my exam coming soon already. though i do not have the confident to pass but i will do all my best for my parents' sake. if possible, i wanna leave here soon. i hope that i could pas my subject so that they will allow me to leave soon. :)
elain3
12:28 AM
with him?
today, i been avoiding him. i swithched off my hp almost for half of the day. he called me at night asking me out. i thought of many reasons to reject going out but finally i did not coz i wanna be brave to confront him the problem we had. though i don't reali have any evidence to said he's wrong but i just could not take it for what he has done. i do not know why, i did not wanna talk 2 him. he makes me hurt a lot. suddenly i thought of what my friend said, once a person started it hard to end. no point arguing. is it i choose wrongly from the beginning? now it ends up both side also unhappy. til now i did not mention what happened.. just cool war.. if can, i reall don't wanna tell it out first. he's having exam and i don't wanna see him fail his test. i rather im the one who fail n bear it. hopefully, everything will be fine soon. i cannot guarantee what will happen. just let the fate decide.
elain3
12:20 AM
goodbye
Sunday, June 04, 2006
03/06/06
it's a very memorable date.. Lizzie died.. she left us quietly without knowing the reason of her death. i felt really sorry to her because i did not take good care of her. all this while i was trying to avoid her coz im really scared of her. probably coz of her bite. i remember her very 1st bite was on valentines day. not really pain, i noe.. but rather heart pain. til now, i stil finding that i actually scared of physically or heart pain. i don't know. i never been a good master overall. what was left now is only her two daughters. that's what she contributes to me. meanwhile, i didn't really do anything to apreciate her well. today, i went to the extreme park, the place where she was buried. thought of many stuff. i do realise that i do not really know how to apprecite something that always with me but rather regret for what i lost. her death is all my fault. i caused a very little life died. im very sorry! i will always remember you. miss you..
elain3
11:50 PM
H@sT@ M@n@N@......
Friday, April 14, 2006
Stop right Now! Thank you very much, I need somebody with the human touch, Hey you, you always on the run, Gotta slow down baby, got have some fun. Stop right Now Thank you very much, I need somebody with the human touch, Hey you, you always on the run, Gotta slow down baby, gotta HAVE SOME FUNNN.
Hehe... 2day not bad worr. Thanks to STOP that 'spice' up our day.
Really very happy lah... ya noe, v seldom got a chance like tat leh. Hop u like ur new clothes worr. No need to regret or ragu-ragu. 'xiong lou gan' oni. Believe in ur 'yan guang' bah...
YEO!!... I'll tell you what I want, what I really really want,
So tell me what you want, what you really really want
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna really
really really wanna zigazig ha.
If you wanna be my lover, you gotta get with my friends,
Make it last forever friendship never ends,
If you wanna be my lover, you have got to give,
Taking is too easy, but that's the way it is.
Hehehe. So, make sur u noe wht u really really want and b confident wif wht u really really want... =P
You noe wht, I finally got a chance 2 c 'my son in law'. Nex time muz 'cham cah' 1 ok and muz invite 'tai poh' and 'ur sis' worr... LOLx
B happy alwayz,
Cheerz...^-^
-----------------------------------------Do you still remember, how we used to be, Feeling together, believe in whatever..........
Hasta manana,always be mine,
Friend forever, I'll be waiting,
Everlasting like the sun,
Live forever, for the moment,
Ever searching for the sun..........................Yoyo, let's GAMBATEH!!^_^
wanwan
8:37 PM
dun worry
Sunday, April 02, 2006
hey, guys.. thx 4 u guys concern.. im alright now.. seriously, thr r many things happened recently wit him.. but all things had settled oredi.. reali touch of ur all concern.. reali thx a lotz.. i'll tell u guys whenever i hv prob k? :)
elain3
12:04 PM
share problems elaine!!!
Saturday, April 01, 2006
elaine my god sis ar...wat happen to u lately???is there a problem that seem can be solved yet it keeps coming???if can share wif me ok???dun keep it to urself...very san fu de...CONCERN
oscar
6:25 PM
Sorry that if i hurt you
Friday, March 31, 2006
From now onward, the way that i talk will be very straight forward.
I dont wanna spend so much times on crap anymore.
So i hope i will not hurt will with those sentences.
Hope you will understand.
Since im one of your "brother", so i need to take care you, and if anything wrong with you i need to tell you.
So, if hurt you, please forgive me lah.
Cheerz~~~~~~`
j00dan
11:14 PM
who m i?
Friday, March 17, 2006
feel very very bad nowadays.. im no longer de last time elaine.. i lost de very own me.. my caring, my social... it seems fading away frm me.. de me now.. i feel tat living in a miserable path.. quiet n deep thinker.. i dunu who im.. i dunu y.. sometimes, i feel like giving my life away. i hate being in an unknown life. very painful.. who knows my pain? most of de times, i reali jealous seeing ppl living happily.. no prob.. but me.. living in prob daily.. like endless like tat..
elain3
12:29 AM
what happened?
Saturday, March 04, 2006
hey, guys!!! wat happened 2 ur all? how come no recent posts from ur all oredi? all become lan chong oredi ar? just cant get 2 on9 4 a month plus.. so fast get bored liao ar? ee.. tot of i could c a lot of posts from u guys tim.. lan do chong!! hehe! blek! :P
elain3
1:44 PM
boring sitting at home
Wednesday, January 11, 2006
i feel that my life is being lifeless nowadays.. probably because every1 is busy wit their stuff while me have nth 2 do at home.. dare not 2 disturb ppl because sked will interupt them doin their things.. sigh.. n tat makes me tink a lot wen im at home.. i reali cant stand dis type of life anymore.. i dun care those discouragement oredi! i wanna find a job! i dun wanna care oredi.. hopefully it's a rite choice 4 me!
elain3
12:21 PM
~Friend4ever~
Sunday, January 01, 2006
Laine laine, you are welcome. We are part of Bing’s family. Plus, you are my daughter and also my best friend. Therefore, if you have any problem, I’ll definitely help you. So, if you really have any problem that gets over you, remember me or any of your trusted friends. True friend will always help you and stand by your side no matter what happen..=P And nice to listen to your trip in Europe especially in Holland 1 ... hehe
~Friend4ever~
wanwan
10:38 PM
reply reply reply
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
hey.. ur hairstyle not bad wat.. y do u say it's teruk wor? quite fashionable ar.. although i did not c ur whole apperance la.. but overall not bad ma... by the way, how come u cut ur hair 1? i tot u just oni cut? u wun em sei dak meh?
thx.. im going europe tmr... wan any souvenir? hehe! wow.. u guys play mahjong at home ar? not bad wor.. i din noe tat u noe how 2 play mahjong wor.. "tei em chut ar".. hehe! :P
elain3
12:00 AM
going to europe oredi...
Monday, December 19, 2005
i need 2 leave tmr oredi.. reali em sai dak msia even though i will be back soon.. dunu y leh.. i felt very touched suddenly coz many of my frens called me up 2 send me happy trip wishes.. 4 all my previous trips.. usually one or 2 frens of mine will keep contact me.. but dis year dun hv news frm them lo.. anyway, i will not 4get u guys souvenir la.. im not tat bad overall geh.. hehe! :P
besides, i wanna wish everybody a merry christmas!!! hv an enjoyable day n receive more presents wor.. u may share sum of ur presents wit me if u wan geh.. hehe! :P anyway, cant get 2 wish u guys on de exact day.. so, hv2 wish u guys more earlier! HAVE A MERRY MERRY CHRISTMAS... HOHOOhohOOhohOHOhoO!!!!
elain3
11:51 PM
...
now is 12 sumthing oredi.. i hv more day 2 spend in malaysia b4 im going to europe.. little bit em sei dak.. besides, im reali sked bout de weather thr.. it's very very cold man! it's negative thr now.. snowing.. seriously, i could not stand the temperature wen i was in korea.. tat time de lowest was 2 celsius but can u imagine? negative wei.. cannot make it la.. wish all de best 4 me ler, u guys.. hehe! :P like going 2 die like tat.. haha! furthermore, i still haven't pack up my stuff u noe? haha! cant u imagine how relaxing im now? :P
recently thr r sum stuff happening tat mite affect my rship wit my bf.. reali frus at times n v almost break up.. besides, i reali not enuf sleep while my bf could not sleep at all coz of all these prob.. in a positive way, i reali wanna go europe immediately so that i could get rid of all these prob.. but anyway, v had settled our prob 2day oredi.. hopefully v can b peacefully 2gether without any argument anymore.. it's so awful...
actually i thought that i will be free of probs after my graduation day.. but i was wrong.. there r more prob coming on my way.. because of dis, i been in a bad mood dis whole day.. i promised2 visit my fren in her workplace but i broke it.. i totally 4got bout it... wat was in my mind was de prob happening.. i started 2 feel that im a problematic gal.. hv so many problems recently... sorry may.. always bug u wit my problems.. reali sked that i will be annoying u la.. but anyway, i do appreciate wat u hv done 4 me.. reali hapi 2 hv u as my best fren! frens 4eva! besides, thx jordan 4 giving me so many suggestions bout my problems.. wat u said is quite rite lo.. u gave me more point of view 2 look at dis prob.. reali thx u guys 4 helping me throughout these trials im facing.. hopefully i will be more grown up after all these problems that were happened 2 me..
i reali dun wan de last time me.. that childish.. hopefully i could change myself in dis few month.. i reali wanna c how's de world look like.. therefore, i choose 2 work..
4 me.. i dun think that prob is awful anyway.. in a positive way, it's a chance 4 us 2 learn how 2 grow up.. where u fell is de place where u shud learn 2 stand up without any help from others.. in the process of it, v can c a lot of things actually.. v can c how concern our close ones are 2 us.. the real them can be seen thr whether they are real 2u or not.. besides, v could c how weak v actually are.. therefore, v can improve ourselves by learning how 2 settle things down, how gd v r in managing our emotion n will wat v do bring problems 2 others.. this is wat i hv learned throughout everything that i faced.. :)
elain3
12:27 AM
hooray
thx jordan... i finally hv de comment oredi.. next time u guys can just simply add a comment there ba! hehe! reali thx jordan.. u helped me a lot 4 my blog thingy.. even my fren, may oso very amazed of my blog.. she thought that i suddenly that expert 2 do all tis stuff.. but the truth is jordan.. hehe! so pai sei leh.. :P
elain3
12:24 AM
gonna change number
Saturday, December 17, 2005
hey guys! guess wat? i tink i will be changing my number soon... change it to digi.. hehe! who agree??coz i recently found out tat most of my close frens r using 016.. besides, i gonna bankrupt supporting my hp expense.. reali expensive wei.. even tat day, shopping wit chui lee oso like need 2 jimat jimat... coz i hv2 membiaya my hp expense oso.. tink i gonna bankrupt if i still using 012.. :P add on, i heard my fren who is working 4 digi said tat digi's connection is getting better... improving.. guess i'll buy it 2day ler.. hehe!
elain3
1:31 PM
reply: itchy hands
actually.. i wanted 2 look 4 job because i will be very very boring staying at home after coming back from holidays ar.. im gonna look 4 jobs 4 next month.. wanted 2 try de feeling of earning money... hehe! so big oredi oso haven try dis feeling b4.. summore, i wanna earn sum money 2 gif my parents.. a little bit em ho yi c ar.. i always ask money frm them.. hehe! besides, wanna hv sum job experience lo.. wanna try de feeling of kena buli at workplace.. lol!!! :P
wat bout u? how r u?? i saw ur blog tat ur dad dun allow u 2 work in de pet shop cozof the transport thingy, rite? so, how now? do u plan 2 work? coz ur course will be starting on march wor.. if u dun work, u will be very bored at home leh... besides, how's ur trip in genting? must b very fun ler.. hehe!
elain3
1:23 PM
unhapi
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
unhapi 2day.. like many stuff happened lo.. even though i din go out 2day..
dunu ar... feel tat my parents very strict.. wat oso wanna control.. start 2 fed up d..
argh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
summore my fren hv sum prob leh.. sigh.. dunu wat 2 say bout her d.. feel tat she's silly leh...
besides, 2day oni i realised i was fooled by my fren... he just admit tat he fooled me!! i was like being a FOOL AGAIN!! had enuf of him.. it's ok la.. always tease me.. n start saying how gd he is n always insult me ONI! dunu wat's his prob...
elain3
10:45 PM
job interview
Sunday, December 11, 2005
last friday, caroline n i were 2gether shopping in IOI Mall.. when v passed by secret recipe, sumthing caught my eyes. guess wat? it was the job vacancies leaflet sticked on the front door there.. hehe! i tink u guys can guess wat i did.. i went in with my heavy heartbeat coz i din hv any job interview in my whole life before. 1st thing 1st, i saw the supervisor there asking bout the job thingy.. he asked me 2 come 4 the interview on dis coming monday wit my spm cert.. OMG! did he say SPM cert?? i lost it.. how can i show him? the SPM cert still haven out yet.. i lost my draft SPM result.. dis time die lo..yterday, i terbalik my whole room just to find back my result.. actually i cant rmbr where did i put it coz i did badly in my SPM. so, i din bother 2 keep it nicely since i hv oredi submti my result 2 the college. after 10 minutes finding, I FINALLY FOUND IT.... it is "chan".. but better than dun hv rite? hehe! it was in my old file... luckily, i find inside de file, if not i tink i gonna die lo...2day, i went 2 tat restaurant (secret recipe).. coz i wanna confirm the interview timing wit de supervisor.. n guess wat? i met alex there.. he was working in secret recipe too.. after talking wit the supervisor, alex told me not 2 work there coz it's been a very difficult time working in tat restaurant.. he worked part time from 10am to 11pm.. although i din experience tat b4 but i can imagine how threatening it is working tat long hours.. even working in office, i oso complain very much, wat else working tat long hours? summore hv2 stand 4 de whole day.. die man!after chatting wit alex, i went 2 other restaurants 2 look around.. i saw char chan teng wanted 2 hire ppl but i dun think i will work there coz it's in CHINESE! being a waitress there cannot dunu chinese. so, i tink i hv2 gif up tat job.. n continue sneaking each restaurant.. finally, i saw "thai express" wanted 2 hire people.. hehe! of course, i wun let dis chance run away. i went in n get more info bout the job. they gave me a form 2 fil in after giving me the info. the timing there is quite ok coz they said it's very flexible. so, i felt quite comfortable after listening tat. BUT for part time job, they only available 4 evening, which is from 6 to 10pm.. it's very late leh... cannot! my mom definitely don't let... how leh? but i reali prefer tat job lo.. coz the time is quite convenient for me... how leh??? help!!!!! i asked them whether hv any space in day time.. but they dun hv.. if im working at nite, wat shud i do during day time? i wanna work jus because i hv nth 2 do in the day time... HELP! plz tell me wat shud i do.......................................
elain3
5:26 PM
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